i leave everything i love in KL

this past couple of weeks really made me .... urghh.. dunno best word to describe on it.. i can say, really made me fucked off... with the operation.. with the pain i felt.. with the pain in my heart.. everything was pain.. i really wanna go back and stay in KL.. with my housemate. with my cat with us. i do my own stuff.. no strings attached with strangers or any other people. i love my previous life..