youthsays.com

i am the member of youthsays..quite active...hehheh..n here, i would like any one of u to join my group for youth09 festival dat will be held at PWTC from Jan 9th to 11th...

for a lover

i love to talk bout LOVE..wat is love for u?for me, love is cannot be describe with words...its beautiful, but sumtimes its not...its like a whirl...its like a circle...we cannot expect ourselves to be at the top all the time because when we live in a circle, we have up and down life...love is for everybody..for me, for u, for our neighbour, for our classmate, for our enemy, for every mankind... ok....actually i wanna talk bout love exist in my life...i am 22 years old in 2008..i meet so many kind of people around me with so many kind of goals in their mind..my 1st love when i was in high school..it 5years back..i met dis guy, in my school...we r in different classes. he had been transfered from his 1st high school and entered SHAMS when we were in form 4..dunno y.....he taught me bout love...bout how to show my love, how to pour my love to a person dat i love...we loved each other...eventhough sum people say, love in school is just a monkey business..huhuh...but love when we r still schooling is da best love we can imagine...but, our relation wasnt like we expected..it was so hard...my parents didnt allow this thing..my dad tried as hard as he could to split us..n he made it..but then, nothing can cross da line...i mean, kite hanya merancang, tuhan yg menentukan..as i remember, when i had finished my spm, we brokeup..because he could not stand with my parents objection enimor...he said, he cudnt stand find me cried everyday because of us....it was one of my sad moment i've been thru..i cannot forget him..no matter wat happen...because he really teach me wat love is...but then, now i become 22years old, we still friend till now on coz based on wat he said, his 1st love will always remain to da end..

about me

ok..mane nk start...dis is my 1st blog..any storyyy???hahahahha..i think i better start dis up with 'about me'blog...so dat, people outside can noe me better...in da year of 86, dec 9th, i was born...i'm a sagi star..n every single characters of sagi person exactly like me...stubborn..happy go lucky, friendly, love to laugh, hot temper but easy to chill..strong outside but actually fragile inside...my 1st school is SRSS 1,from standard 1 till standard 6...i miss my time when i was in dat school..i rasa mcm br yesterday i skolah tu...lol...i miss my frens so much..i only have 1 fren from my primary school dat i still contact..my childhood fren, oya...u noe wat,our group loves to dance...everytime ada majlis ape2 jew kat skolah, me n about 5 6 of us would participate..buat tarian ape tau?tarian tradisional...hahhahahahahah..so funny if i flashback...then, in standard 6, my last year in dat school, i was a candidate of upsr..i got 4a's n 1b...(padahal time tu tak penah blaja pown)..lol...then i went to SMSS..there, most of students are my frens in primary school..i loved to be there..but i only have chance been in dat school 5months only..my dad said, i was bein so naughty since i went to SMSS..maybe because of frens influenced...alahhh...bdak2 lagi time tu kan..sure pk asek nk play around jew...then, my dad insisted me to transfer to another school..agama school!!lol..although i refused to, but ape lagi i cud do?ikut kehendak diaorg..they transfered me to SMKA sheikh abdul malek..tell u wat, dat school made me crazy!!full with stupid rules!n da students if freaking shit suke cmpur hal org...stay away from other business la!when i was form 1 to 3, i damn hate dat school, i played around, didnt study, wat i neu, just played..the consequences, i got only 4a's n 5b's for my pmr..hahahhaha.i still remember,my dat cursed me dat day right after i got home...huhuhuh...but wat i did is, buat muke bodo jew...mls nk layan...but when i was form 4, i became serious with my study..everytime examination, i would makesure i got 7 or 8a's..crazee huh??hahhahaha.atlas.. i got 6a1 for my spm...my dad tak hadiahkan curse kat i ms i balik umah..lol...i got an offer to matriculation of gambang,Pahang...but i rejected it..i got no interest in accountancy..yeah,dey offer dat course coz i got a1 for dat subject.but who gave a damn bout accountancy..really not in to it..then, i got an offer from uitm..diploma in building surveying...i had no idea wat da hell is dat at dat time..but, i accept it..bcoz i love bout building...ahahahha..as long as it sound like a building, then im in!!they sent me to seri iskandar, far far away kingdom..i was no where....wat place was dis??nothing there!like an alien from mars..i started a new life became a student of diploma...study jauh ni taught me how to manage myself..being independent...totally hard, but gave me a meaning as a student...then i grad frm my diploma..i managed to grad as 2nd class student only..ok la kan..hahahhaha...nk dpt 3.5 above mmg not me kot...lol...habis jew diploma, i dpt offer degree also in building surveying..in shah alam...i still have 1year left.but life in shah alam s so hard!cudnt imagine at da 1st place....hope can finish it with 1st class honor...hehehhehee..wish me gudluck...i just want to finish dis asap so dat i can start a new chapter of my life...